epit’s blog

okay..need to save more money to get the wii i ve been longing for.Talked to myself - never rely on someone to get for u at all coz eventually disappointment will be yours!! hahahaha..its ok.. simpan duit - dah cukup duit- beli wii kan?? i had enuff malam ni.. from now on.. just believe in urself ajer..tak payan nak caya orang!!! And God is there to listen for me..

sangat sedih okay… sebab saya rasa orang tu cakap nak belikan saya wii..then i dont know how the hell he came to his way of bloody thinking.. dia boleh ubah ayat dia.Kata aku pulak tanak beli???? WTF???? i guess, saya patut beli wii tu sendiri.Tak payah harap orang tak berguna macam dia tu belikan!!!! Sakit hati ok!!! takpelah.. i will keep some of my money, then if i have extra..i will buy one buy one. Such a disappointment bila orang tried to twist everything.. oh well.. IT”S ALWAYS ME!! ME TO BE BLAME! ME TO BE HURT!! ME TO FEEL HURT!! ME TO SAY-I’M-VERY-SMART!! and yes u?? you’re smart enough to make someone hurt so bad!! Until I lose my patience..and God will lead the way

Menyampah okay kalau orang buat2 macam tak bersalah ni.. im tired of it!!seriously!!!! And its not easy kalau kita nak luahkan apa yang ada dalam hati ni. kalau nak compare pun, compare la dengan benda yang berbaloi sikit..bodoh!!! Cakap kalau tanak move out.. tapi jangan nak kait dengan orang lain. Macam nak beli kereta dulu.. banyak sangat alasan..last2 beli kereta jugak kan?? sengal!!! This kind of people … i dun blame if they dun have such a well educated. Maybe dia ingat dia sangat perfectionist bila berkata2?? hahahaha… silap besar la weiii!!! susah nak cakap dengan orang mcm ni.. lama2 aku dah naik bosan weihhh..

And again… i need to be silent.. rather to keep quiet than to say out loud.Otherwise, blame me on!!! hahahaha… next time nak blame orang..tolong fikir apa yang awak dah cakap ok??? pathetic!!!

Romance is in the air, here in Abu dhabi rounds up the best way to show your loved one you care with the finest dining deal in town… huhu .bila nak pergi?entah bila kan?? :’(

Few hotels here are doing good deals on valentine’s day.. i wish i could have a nice one at one of the hotels here.What attract me was, Fairmont Bab Al Bahr is giving away gift of chocolates and a rose to the ladies who dining in on valentine’s day!! Not for me lar of course!Afterall, I found that Crowne Plaza Yas Island’s deal even better, starting from 11th february, you can just get an overnight packages per couple (dhs699) which includes a dinner, a nite stay in deluxe room and breakfast in the morning!! best kan?? Me? stay at home only larr.. hmm.. so boring..

have a nice valentine’s day soon people!

February comes again! reminding me the last February I’ve been through… such a wonderful month it was..

Anyway,I went out with my friend yesterday,stopped by at this hello kitty shop.. and i found out a hello kitty cellphone!! sangat cute la!! hihih… but so mahal.. a bit looks like my samsung phone.. pink and touch screen.. hmm..all in all,i’m now thinking to buy wii.. it’s been a while i’ve been longing for wii.. it’s pretty cheaper now since it’s been on promotion til 6th.. but somehow…hmm still couldnt get it for myself.. sedih kan?? :( 

I’m on rest day now ..esok standby.. hopefully they will call me so that i wont be going to kathmandu and i can go home on my days off!! Since this person just wanted to see me on that particular date..so what can i say??? though we both having days off together before the flight.. hmm can’t say no more.. this person made the call.. hmm.. its ok laa kan.. so sad…

oklaa..time to blow my nose!!!kakaka.. too much phlegm larr..maybe too much crying last nite..

ciao!!

Where the shoulder I used to rest on

the warm presence my body loved to get close to

where’s the voice gone, that used to answer my questions

the other half of me without I lost my mind.

When the day awakes me

and he still offers me its most beautiful glance

the emptiness is the same,you’re not here anymore

In my world of sleep,I breathe

but I know I’m not living

nothing has stayed the same

now you’re not here anymore

I’m not sure what has happened to us

I think about it everyday,I’m even scared to accept it

I kept the best and buried the rest

washed away the mistakes,and forgot your promises

What exactly is so great about the biggest craze of the last few years of social networking? Am I just not down with what’s cool? I mean I’m not really that old at 28 or at least I don’t like to think so but Friendster, Myspace, Facebook… what happened to Earth World?

So I have to admit I was probably one of the first one of my friends and family on Friendster when it first came out years and years ago - like almost back in the 20th century. I found it pretty useless other than the blogging feature. Over the last few years I kept getting all my real friends giving me a hard time for not having a Myspace and then for not having a Facebook. I resisted for a long time but finally gave into both. But I still remain clueless as to what’s so extraordinary about it? I mean really… I find myself and I’m sure you do too just staring at an internet page of status updates, moods, and walls of stuff that is somehow suppose to make me feel like I’m spending quality time with my “peeps”.

I miss spending actual time with my flesh and blood friends. You remember that thing you do when you call up your homies to go check out a baseball game to enhance your bromance. Or maybe that late night run to Steak and Shake you do with your girls to stuff a bunch of needless milkshake lard into your thighs while laughing hysterically at nothing at all. Now that’s what stays with you when you’re old and crippled sitting on the front porch in the retirement years.

I guess there is one good thing about having my virtual friends who are really the same as my actual friends…. I get to see updated pictures all the time. But that’s about all I can think of that’s hip with all the FaceMySpaceBook orgies going on.

As my mocking blog post comes to an end all I have to say is this… I want my friends and family in the real world to - Inform me. Challenge me. Inspire me. And I will become the best woman I can be in real life. But you’re probably better able to accomplish this by face to face or ear to ear time on the phone with your very real friend Mas!
God bless and may your day be full of optimism and hope. I miss you all.

Did you realize that your massive vocabulary (or lack there of - Ha ha ha!! just kidding) could actually feed the hungry all over the world? Or how about those skills you got in 11th grade learning the periodic table in chemistry class? Think those could put food on the table for some poor kid in Africa?

The answer is YES!! I stumbled upon this website called www.FreeRice.com that actually couples your ability to learn with the generous donations of multiple sponsors to end world hunger. How cool is that!

And its free! And it’s fun! Believe me I tried it. Try as I might I couldn’t make it past level 35 on the vocabulary test but I’ll be polishing up my skills in the coming future.

They have all sorts of subjects to test your knowledge out including geography, art, chemistry, grammar, vocabulary, foreign languages, etc. So what are you waiting for click the link already!

Again, I went to see this jacket!! Why la I’m doing this??? Making myself more frustrating? I know that I cannot afford to buy it…but why then I keep on thinking of this jacket?? sooo bodoh!! huhuh..ok ok.. let’s try to think of something nice and even BETTER than this black jacket. ( Although I know I will definitely will keep on thinking of it..duhh!!)

Oh yess!! the other good thing is, Sheraton Abu Dhabi is having Malaysian Food Festival.. looking at these mouth watering food pictures, who doesn’t want to go and enjoy it?? ( Let’s see how good does the chef preparing this Malaysian cuisine huh??..kikiki..otherwise we can just throw back all the dishes to his face?? lalalala)

Winter is here in Abu dhabi, but it isn’t as cold as like yesteryears..no rains,no fog.. (huhuh..suddenly i’m missing the FOG???? or i can say Misty?? :p ) It would have been nice to have rain drops on your window.. thunderstorms and lightning.. (For God sake, I swear I never like the thunderstorms or lightning back in Malaysia.. but here in Abu dhabi.. how la i can longing for such thing???? ))Adoiii!!!

OK la..enough for now,dont know what else to pen down, a bit bored.. nitey!

Yeay! finally I got my hush puppies cabin shoes! Alhamdulillah, went to wahda mall and tried my luck to ask the lady again.. This time, she has my shoe size!! adess!! bukan la besar sangat kaki ni.. it’s just 38..punya la susah nak carik. After all these hassle, trying to find the whole entire Abu dhabi..

I have to get this shoes although I’m still quite broke this month.. there goes my 170dhs.. what to do?? need to wear it.. ain’t take it no more of my swelling feet when everytime I have to work.. Tak nak la,at the end of the day my feet is full of corn????eeuwwww…

Oh well, I went to Mango just now..for a window shopping, this black suede trench coat got into my eyes!! Cantik sangat!! but too expensive larr.. Reminds me of my old black suede coat.I wish I can have that coat.. but thinking I need to pay a lot of things. Sigh..

Okla.. till next time!